Unsure

Chapter 1 - My 4D Friends

"I can't understand her!! How can she keep all her feeling to be undiscovered? Am I too stupid to notice it or she really a good poker face?" Yonghwa silently speaking in his heart. He really can't predict what Seohyun feel about him. Well, yeah she always greet him warmly, smile sweetly and even willingly be a loyal listener for his dissatisfaction in his life but all the way she treat Yonghwa will make him happy and make a weird feeling crawling to his heart. He try as hard as possible to figure out her feeling as much him too but he still unsure for their own feeling. He still sailing in his deep thought while laying on his bed in his dorm. Surely enough for a student, a weekend is a day for you to dream and have a lazy body.

Yonghwa look at his roommates, all of them in their own world same like him though. On his left at the study table, he saw Jungshin with his laptop figuring how to be a king of all freaking game he had play with the maximum volume earphone at his earlobe. Yonghwa just hope his roommate doesn't need to go to ENT (ear, nose and trachea)  clinic soon. Beside Jungshin, there is Minhyuk with his fast forward drama and Yonghwa really admire him for watching all those drama in fas forward motion. Hell, is he know what exactly happened kin the drama if he did that?

He turn his body to the right side and notice another freak guy. He don't know what is really good about the all anime Jonghyun always watch. In order to keep the harmony of their room, they always done their business with putting earphone and it become weird when Jonghyun will suddenly cry out loud his laugh and talking to himself. Yonghwa thought no wonder he also become more weird since he entered the university life while having all weirdest human with him. Nonetheless, they are his very good friends and always supporting each other. Well, even other people see them like a group of alien though but they are happy with what they had been.

Yonghwa almost forget about what he had been thinking about. He keep back to the track. His heart problem. Of course not a chronic disease which diagnosed by a doctor but his unstable feeling. Tracing back his first time watching her at their dorm's cafeteria which he caught his eyes to look at a pretty girl passed in front of him. "Oh, I like to see her. Pretty and just my type but why I never notice her? Is she a new kid here? What course is she?" Yonghwa mumbling in his heart but trying to be cool in order not be caught by his crazy roommates who busy in determine their biggest problem, their dinner.

"What are you want to eat?" Jungshin as always act like a leader for them. Well, he always like that because of his 4D brain and he can say that Jungshin 4D is the most chronic.

"I want to eat vegetable today, no meat. My stomach sulking to me," Jonghyun answer with wide grin.

"Me? As usual... I'm okay as long I have my usual, how about you, hyung?" Minhyuk asking Yonghwa who still in his dream for the girl that he saw.

"Yah... Are you egg addict? Everyday eat the same thing, scramble egg. Is there nothing you can think in your genius brain except an egg?" Jungshin trying to poke Minhyuk flame.

"Guys, stop it. Jungshin, just let him eat whatever he want and don't mind other people if you also addict with your curry ramen every time," Yonghwa try to stop them from make a chaos at the cafeteria. It is enough for him that he feel all people always look at them with weird gaze. He always thought the reason of others gaze toward them but hell his roommates not even concern about the weird gaze to them but just act as themselves and bickering at anytime and anyplace they want to.

"I'm just eat fried rice today and you guys quick make your choice otherwise we need sleep here," Yonghwa decided his dinner menu.

"Heeeh.. I'll follow you hyung.." Jungshin grinning as always he act as leader but in the end he will follow Yonghwa. Thats why Yonghwa feel that Jungshin is the most 4D person among them.

while waiting for their order, he once again took a glance toward the girl at their point of table. She sat alone and guessing that she also waiting for her order. Yonghwa just keep glance at her and quickly move his gaze afraid if she or other people caught him.

"Hmmm.... Pretty and cute. Round eyes and long hair. just my type. Wait!! What am I think about?" Yonghwa chuckle by himself and the kids look to him no idea.

"Why?" Jonghyun asked.

" Nothing... Why?" Yonghwa act stupidly and asked him back.

"Huh? Nothing," Jonghyun with his always short sentence talk.

Yonghwa just keep silent and keep have a glance to the girl and scanning her. Sometimes his eyes meet accidentally to the girl and he quickly divert it to other view. Suddenly she stood up and walked as coming to their table, and he swear his heart almost jump out. His face become pale as ash.

"Huh?! Is she notice that I'm always look at her? Is she want to give me a slap or what? Oh God, is she coming here?" He can see her step is near and near to their table.

Continue~~~

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Hiccup

 Happy belated 300th YongSeoanniversary day~~~

After a hectic day, Seohyun is preparing for bed. Yonghwa is on the bed comfortably reading his book. Seem he become a good reader after he had been recommended to books by his beloved wife, Seo Juhyun.

She saw Yonghwa through the mirror reflection and smile warmly when she saw him reading. Seohyun feel grateful and happy when she can give a new reading habit to her husband. She really thinks that reading is important for a person’s life for improvement.

Suddenly she refresh the old memory that how Yonghwa kidnapped her heart and locking to his for the first time. As they started with reality show “We Got Married” as a fake married couple without knowing each other and awkwardly become a friend. It is seem destiny to them to be together and she really grateful for that.

All their feeling had burst out when they at the fishing lake during celebrating each other birthday. The way Yonghwa confessed his love to Seohyun quite unique though. Seohyun still remember when they hold hand for the first time make her feel nervous and she had a weird habit that only Yonghwa knew after a long time they film together.

When Seohyun feel nervous or afraid, she will hiccup.

“Huk…Huk..” Seohyun starting hiccup. “Sorry oppa.. huk!” she covering her mouth with her hand and her face get red and hot.

Yonghwa start wearing smirk at his lip and try to teasing her, “Owh.. Seo Juhyun.. Are you nervous holding my hand? Or you feel weird?” Yonghwa searching Seohyun eyes. He intended to make Seohyun more blush and he like it very much.

“Stop it oppa. You are not helping. I’m trying to stop my hiccup. Ah.. Always happen like this and I really don’t like this.” Seohyun start whining and try to hold her breath in order to dismiss the hiccup.

“Hmmm…. Let me help you… My mother said if you want to stop your hiccup, you have to be scared or surprise. Should I make you scare or surprise?” Yonghwa keep teasing again.

“Ah cheongmal, oppa… I’m trying to make it stop. Huk! Huk! Aahh… Seem it’s not stopping”.  Seohyun was still trying to hold her breath again and again but still with her hiccup.

Yonghwa who is just now as Yong choding start keep silent and stare at Seohyun. It is make Seohyun feel more nervous and hundred percent sure that is not helping but make it worst. She diverts her eyes to other place.

Yonghwa stand and grab Seohyun’s hand and his hand start lingering to her slim waist and suddenly their lips meet each other. Her eyes open widely and dilated. Yonghwa keep his eyes close and keep their lips together. Seohyun slowly relax her body and warmly accept the lip and they start kissing sweetly and passionately.

They disengaged their lips and Yonghwa try to search Seohyun eyes. Seohyun just stared down and does not dare to keep her head up to meet Yonghwa.

“How is it? Is your hiccup stop?” Yonghwa start to ask teasing the shy Seohyun.

She kept silent and that make Yonghwa little bit worried.

“Are you okay? I’m sorry if..” Yonghwa had stop when Seohyun suddenly looked at him with watery eyes.

“Oppa.. Are you doing that just for stopping my hiccup? It is only for that oppa?” Seohyun look like a little puppy looking at Yonghwa.

“Of course not!! Not only to keep your hiccup away… Just… I…. Actually….” He stopped.

Yonghwa try to muster up his courage and thinking to give all out tonight. He doesn’t care anymore about the reel or real of their marriage. He thought this night this time or no more forever to him for Seohyun. With deep breath he starts the word.

“Seo Juhyun… Actually I am in love with you. I am really really really in love with you and what happen just now is not only for your hiccup matter but all I mean it. I really want you to be my real lover, real sweetheart and my real wife. I don’t want to pretend anymore to be your friend or your oppa. Please Seo Juhyun, accept me not as your oppa or bestfriend but your love. I already give my heart to you and all my soul for you. And all meaning in Sarangbit is really meant for you. Not a single word is lying, Juhyun ah…”

Yonghwa seem rapping to her as to keep her not misunderstanding for him teasing or whatsoever. He really trying his best to express his deep heart feeling and put a big hope to Seohyun to feel same as his heart and really hoping for that.

“Oppa… “ Seohyun grab Yonghwa hand. He looks at Seohyun with high hope and she smile at him.

“It’s really work!! My hiccup already gone.“ She smile warmly and coming closer to Yonghwa and hug him tightly.

She whisper to his ear, “I also really in love with you oppa. I really hope that not only me had this feeling and I really glad that you also feel the same. I really don’t want you to be my best friend or my oppa.  From now, I really want you the one who can help me for my hiccup.” Keep him in her hug tightly and she can feel Yonghwa chuckle and hugging her back.

“Of couse I will be the one who can handle your hiccup Hyun~~ and I really love you more” he kissing Seohyun forehead and keep her in his hug.

She’s comeback from her dreaming and saw the man that she fell in love for the first and the last time. She really feel easy and calm when she looking to her husband’s face. It is enough for her to keep out her tiredness of her days.

But today, something just happened to their daughter at school and she had to go for unexpectedly teacher-parent meeting.

“Yong~~… Do you know what I had been through today?” jumping on the bed and grab Yonghwa’s hand.

“Hmm… What dear? What happened to today? Is our daughter made another weird thing again?” Yonghwa keep the book aside and look at Seohyun while caressing her hear.

“I told you to not doing any weird things in front her. Now, she copy your habit and doing. Not only at home, but bring it to her school some more.” Rapping Seohyun make a comeback he thought.

“Hehehe….. What am I doing? What of my doing is weird? I am a very healthy normal person you know, Hyun~~~?” Yong choding is trying to defense himself.

Even they had married and having a child but his habit as choding can be erase and sometime Seohyun feel it worst than before. Still, she loves him very much and because of Yong choding she fell in love for the very first time.

“Hhhngg… Don’t make a joke Yong.. I’m serious now you know?” pouting her mouth.  

“Okay, okay.. I’m in serious mode now. Tell me baby, what happen?” Yonghwa hugging Seohyun from back and place his head at her neck.

“I went to Ji Ae school today and met her teacher.” Seohyun start the story.

“Then her teacher said that she try to kiss her male friend.” Seohyun told to Yonghwa.

“WHAT?!”  Yonghwa startle and keep his up his body and sit straight to Seohyun.

“She told her friend, if he wants to overcome his hiccup, somebody should kiss him and it is surely work. And when the teacher asked her how she know that and she said HER DAD always did it to her mum” Seohyun clench her teeth and glare to Yonghwa. He feels his wife so cute with that glare and trying to tease her.

“Hahaha… My clever Ji Ae. I know she’s smart like me…” Yonghwa said proudly.

“Aigoo oppa, is it good you said? You know how am I embarrassing just now? I really don’t know what should I said to her teacher.” Seohyun express her uncomfortable feeling to Yonghwa.

“Hahaha… Okey, baby.. I will try to keep myself to become more behave okay… Hahaha…As expected she is YongSeo’s daughter, clever and mischievous.” He continues hugging Seohyun.

“You are must oppa. I don’t want to go to the school for unbelievable reason anymore or you go by yourself and see how you feel for that” Seohyun pouting her mouth and look at Yonghwa.

“Hmmm.. Okay I promise… But if you promise to give me another little YongSeo to me.”

Yonghwa is starting smile slyly toward Seohyun and kissing her passionately. They start their own night world together and keep sailing with hope for their new lovely world tomorrow.

300 Yen

After finishing their Japan’s night filming in the ryokan, Seohyun and Yonghwa get a rest at their own room. The crews are starting packing camera and all equipments for wrapping tomorrow.

Yonghwa start preparing his bed and grab his MP3 and phone to be beside his pillow. As he lays his head on the pillow, he starts to rewind and crave a silly grin at his lip. All his memories that he with his lovely buin had flash like a slideshow in front his eyes.

“How she can be so damn cute?” Yonghwa’s brain starts talking.

“Does she know how my heart wants to burst out when she held my hand? Gosh, luckily I’m still in a good mental state that time and aware with all cameras is pointing to us like the soldiers pointing their gun to their enemies. If my mind had gone somewhere, I swear I will hug her tightly and will ever never let her go!!” he chuckle himself and close his mouth with pillow. He worries if anybody heard it and thinking him drunk or crazy perhaps.

“tok,tok,tok” Yonghwa heard from the door .

“Yoonngg~~” he heard whisper from outside. Yonghwa wondering if it is his Hyun or else.

“Yong~~. Are you sleeping already?” Seohyun lowering her voice but still asking to the closed door.

Yonghwa quickly jump out his bed sheet and open the door. Seohyun smile and greet him.

“What are you doing here? I already said don’t come to my room, are forget it?” Yonghwa try to be serious but he cannot suppress his laughter and chuckle to Seohyun face. The pouting mouth already shown from Seohyun’s lip.

They heard a step is coming towards them and worry for get caught, Yonghwa grab Seohyun into his room and close the door. Seohyun who surprise with the action open her eyes roundly towards Yonghwa.

“Sorry, but it is more terrible if someone see us together without camera.” Yonghwa smile apologetic to Seohyun.

“Oppa, you are not sleeping yet? It is past 2AM already. We have to wake up early tomorrow. You shouldn’t do like this oppa, not good for your health understand?” seohyun with her healthy talk to Yonghwa.

“Hahaha, Hyun~~.. So funny huh? You lecturing me but you also did a same thing.” Yonghwa tease his buin and wink to her.

Seohyun face become red and hot but her mouth still owns the pouting. Yonghwa know for sure about his wife habit.

“Why are you looking for me? Are already miss me or what?” Yonghwa start to tease Seohyun again.

“Hmm……” Seohyun mumbles.

“Hmm…?” Yonghwa copied. He feels funny and adorable when Seohyun did all sort of that kind actions.

“Aahh.. Oppa, stop copying me. Is outside clear for me to going back to my room?” she asking her nampyeon.

“Wait, I’m checking it now.” Yonghwa open the door silently and peek around if anybody still hanging out there.

“Check. Nobody is in target, madam” Yong choding appear as JamesBond or what? Bodyguard?

“Huh, very funny oppa,” Seohyun sarcastically response.

“I should go now.” Seohyun make a move.

“Wait, you are not going tell me why you coming here? Come on, Hyun~~ Just come for visiting? We finish our visiting trip this morning remember?” Yonghwa shrugged like a little boy.

“Aahh… Forgot to tell you. I’m coming for pay my debt.” Seohyun said to Yong choding.

“Huh, debt? What debt? Are owe me? I don’t remember that.” Yonghwa’s eyebrow rising and his face questioning.

“This morning, you gave me tissues when we ate ice-cream? Remember 300 Yen?” Seohyun start lowering her voice but she still stare at Yonghwa.

“Oh, That! Hahaha..I’m joking, you know.” Yonghwa chuckle. No wonder he fell and melts to Seohyun. She is too pure and innocent.

Suddenly he felt a soft warm lip touch his forehead. Before he can realize what happen to him, the second kiss come to his nose and slow lowering to his mouth for the third. He saw Seohyun with close eyes and red warm face. He starts taste the leisure of the pink warm lip on his.

Suddenly the lip is gone from Yonghwa. He opens his eyes and look at Seohyun who wearing a really hot and red blush on her cheek.

“That the payment of my debt. Good night and sleep well oppa” she said quickly and run to her room.

Yonghwa still standing at the door like a fool and grinning widely.

“Huh, 300 Yen had been paid with 3 kiss huh?” he giggling.

Return to his bed sheet and start smiling goofily.

“If I knew it will happen like this, I should say 1000 Yen, hahaha~~”.